Lost

Where am I? Where am I going? What was my goal, my plan, what was I thinking? Why are all my compasses broken, or confused, or unused? There's no map. If there was a map I think I would be suspicious of it. There shouldn't be a map, but it sure would make things easier. There's no clear path, no clarity, no road markers. But would I walk it or see it or follow directions if they were there? It all seems so easy, and yet so hard. Am I fighting the wind, or putting my sails in it's comforting embrace. What do I do, when do I do it, why should I do these things. Why so many questions? Why not more action, rather then reaction? What happened? How did I get here.